Sharpham in Kathy Slack's Rough Patch

16th May, 2025
by Katie Tokus | 4 Min Read
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View of the glasshouse in the Walled Garden at The Sharpham Trust mindfulness retreat centre
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Regular Sharpham retreatant, writer and influencer Kathy Slack has included us in her latest book.

Rough Patch is an affecting memoir/recipe book that describes Kathy's descent into depression and her salvation through growing food.  

Enjoy this extract from the book - available in our online bookshop here - as Kathy wanders into the Walled Garden behind Sharpham House.


Interested in exploring our gardens for yourself? Reserve a place on our Garden Tours here

 

Author Kathy Slack, who has written about The Sharpham Trust Walled Garden in her book Rough Patch
Kathy Slack/Little Brown Book Group
The metal gate is straight out of central casting: picture-perfect secret-garden material – battered, rusty, not quite on its hinges thanks to the climbing wild clematis that is slowly conquering it. Fully in character, the gate creaks as I open it. Not a little squeak. This is no am-dram gate; it’s a pro and probably practises this performance daily. It’s a proper cartoon, full-volume, haunted house creak, oozing mystery and drama such as would make Karloff proud.
Ordinarily I’d be delighted that such textbook gothic charm should announce my arrival into a walled kitchen garden but today I cringe because this creak is the loudest thing I’ve heard all day, and that probably also goes for the 20 other people hidden around the estate whose peace I have just shattered.

 

Garden
I wince my way into the garden, the whole melodrama having been repeated as per the sign instructing me to ‘please close the gate’, and instantly all is forgotten. I am transported. Rows of green beans, tangled and riotous, stretch before me. Battalions of kale trunks are tucked neatly under butterfly netting. A sweet-shop of colours makes up the cut-flower beds, yellow fennel flowers lolling against the tepee of sweet peas as Alchemilla mollis quietly takes over underneath. Everywhere I look is dripping with pumpkins, courgettes, beetroots, peas, leaves of every colour. And weaving through it all are nasturtiums, calendula, borage, left to run wild like naughty, gleeful children. In the distance, against the long brick wall that borders the garden, I can see a vast lean-to glasshouse struggling to contain a jungle of tomatoes, aubergines and cucumbers. It is heaven. Sheer exuberant, effortless abundance. I think I might cry at the beauty and joy of it all. Taking my shoes off, the better to enjoy the grass paths that mark out the beds, I pad my way to the bench at the end of the dahlia beds. The bench gives me a perfect view of this glorious garden and a hint at the menu for my next few days, since virtually all the food comes from this kitchen garden. From my bench I can see just how much is packed into this space.
Inside the Walled Garden at The Sharpham Trust mindfulness retreat centre

I am bowled over the productivity. It is bigger, more tightly packed and better run than my patch. But I feel at home among these vegetables. So, I decide to stay for a bit. In fact, I do not move for two hours.
Two. Hours. Can you imagine it? Just sitting. For two hours. Have you ever actually done that? No, me neither. Not until then. Nothing to do, nothing to achieve, nothing to think about, no phone/book/pen/humans to distract. Just nature.
At first, I think the only sound I hear is the vegetables rustling in the warm breeze and I am thankful for such quiet company. But gradually I realise that this place is anything by silent. Blackbirds jab at the soil, flicking it aside in their pursuit of worms; something unidentified ferrets about in the undergrowth; a squirrel, claws clattering on the bricks, scuttles along the wall of the garden with cheeks stuffed full of contraband.

 

Then, and I swear this is true despite how implausibly idyllic it sounds, a rush of wings to my right and a robin comes to rest on the back of the bench and enjoy the view with me for a moment before flitting off towards the herb garden. This is not solitude. And nor is it silent. I can hear wildlife, plants, weather – all of nature. It is a cacophony. Over the next three days here I come to realise something I had already observed in my own veg patch but had never managed to articulate. That when we are silent and remove all the other noises of human life – phones, chat, people, the million tiny decisions we have to make every day that provide a constant chatter in the mind – when you remove these things, the sound of nature comes to the fore and her noises seem heightened, more intricate, full Dolby Surround Sound. And this is very restorative. It makes me feel connected with nature but, most of all, it is loud enough to drown out the din of daily life. With this natural soundtrack in my head, there is no room for other thoughts, worries, conjecture, lists of ponderances about what I should/ought/must have achieved by now…”